Ever

Heaven, a place of peace or only of dreams
Ever wondering, ever seeking, ever searching
Lost in this abstruse state of reality

Praying for rest, pleading for release
My concrete heart, heavy and fractured
Escaping through the cracks, the life that once filled it

Inside, a deep chasm of emotion
Moving downward, broken spirals
Absolutes and axioms once solid, become shaky at best

Lamentations pour out of my soul
Over and Over, from knees buried in the dirt
Needing answers, longing for salvation

Ever wondering, ever seeking, ever searching